Yesterday, I saw someone post this question:What is God's plan?A big loaded question.With a hint of desperation. Confusion.All this suffering.What the hell, God?What's the plan here?The answer came to me straight. Poof. Just like that.YOU!YOU! are the plan.Your personality, your essence. Your joy, your talents, your deepest desires.Your personal blueprint. Your design.You are the plan.What?! Me?But how? Why?The plan to what?What is the purpose of life anyway?!Well, I've come to think it's pretty simple. The purpose of life on earth is to protect, preserve and enjoy earth. She's important. I'm not sure how, but I feel like she plays a vital part in the universe. And it's our job to keep it that way. It's our mission to keep earth balanced. Nourished. Flourishing. Alive.We are her keepers.Her protectors.Her soldiers.Her healers.And you have been designed as a crucial part of that mission.Yes you!But.We have forgotten.We are disconnected from the plan.And that is what creates our suffering.Not "God".Us.THE PLANYou might think: "Well. God must have been prrrretty drunk when they came up with thát plan. Putting all your trust in HUMANS to protect earth? Seriously, big f*cking fail, God. Look around: earth and humanity aren't doing so well."Correct.But that isn't God's fault.Our design is perfect.We are just not living it.We forgot about the plan.We walk around knowing that sómething is missing, but we just can't seem to grasp what it is.While the intel, the keys, the guidance for living out our design: it's all here.We just need to see it.Unlock it. Open up to it.The key to all of this information is right in front of us.TOPSY TURVYBut we are told: "You don't need the keys. You don't need what is in that treasure. The plan is silly, woo woo, dangerous. Step away. March on and do what we tell you to do. Just follow our rules. Obey. Work hard. And if you do, we will protect you."They are not protecting you.They are keeping you away from you.How?By numbing our senses through overstimulation and toxins.By distracting us with shiny things and drama.By exhausting us.By pumping fear into us.By teaching us to hate our bodies. And nature.By making us doubt our inner voice. By ridiculing spirituality and healthy choices.By flipping the truth constantly.All because you are the plan that they don't want you to have.Why do you think everyone is so desperate to find meaning?Because we are searching for something that we have lost.It's been ripped away from us.Which is why most of us feel so incredibly unfulfilled, even though "we have everything".STAR WARSBut why? You might ask.Why would they do this?And who is "they" anyway?Want to know what I've come to believe? It pretty out there. You might think I've gone mental.But humour me.You might recognize a sparkle of truth in here.I've come to believe that there are forces in control that want to keep earth from thriving. I don't know exactly why, but I have a feeling that earth is a strategic planet in the universe. I feel like we are battling over the controle of our planet.Yup. Kind of like Star Wars.Because if you want to keep earth from thriving,wouldn't it just be smart thinking to target her little soldiers?To cut off the communication to their true source?To turn them against themselves with false information?To confuse them?To brainwash them?To make them forget why they are even here?Wow. Clever.HUMANITYAnd if you think I'm batshit crazy for believing this: I totally understand! It's out there. It's different from anything you've ever been told. You may never seen any "proof" of these forces are out there.But turn on the news and tell me: does this feel normal to you?Does this feel human to you?
I've started to remember. Who I am. What it should be like.
I write bits about it here.